But diseases install themselves in your body, tumours/masses grow, people don’t check phones/remember to reply, family issues occur, it all happens and nothing changes is so we might as well accept it and put on the brave face.

Nana Florence made a speech about how she misses me and hopes they don’t find anything too bad tomorrow and how she wishes I could just stay at home with her. Not entirely sure whether I feel better or more emotional. Few family issues at the moment as well, I’m just one massive ball of worry.

She is the most wonderful lady ever.

I think I just time things wrong, so when I need someone it coincides with the people I need being busy.